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after so long of MIA, ive decided to write back here.

it's just so complicated here. many confusions. many misunderstandings. too many rocks to go thru. yet, im still surviving. despite all, i still stand stall here.

oh well, be it well or not, i know life still have to move on. it's okay to fail but never fail to learn from mistakes.

*note to self : i miss him. aku rindu kau.*

im back people! so very the sorry for not updating. been busy with assignments give by lecturer. the assignments are driving me crazy. patho after patho. like ergh! i feel like shouting! lucky to have Darling who talk nonsense and acts as if he noes everything. so much so for wanting to help me in my assignments. mcm paham ah u! im already have way done and i know i cant finish the assignments on time. very difficult. 

Darling already have a new GF. a new baby. her name is Belle. Belle have been going together with us for almost 2 weeks. and thanks to Belle for bringing me and Darling around. and the 1st time Belle was out, her ears was like ELEPHANT! and we went for a change and now she became a one sided cute lil elephant. haha. guess what it is. for me to know for you to find out. haha.

Darling have been working for coming 2 months this april and im sure he's doing very well in that company. jia-yoh! go darling go! and now i think he's much better with Belle around. senang siket hidup kamu. anyways, my birthday is coming in less than a month and im still stuck on where shud i go and eat with my girlfriends. suggestions anyone? not forgetting my birthday wishlist. haha. not asking for much this year. Parents said that they're gonna buy me a necklace but don't know when. anytime they say. it's a surprise. thanks to me for bringing up the matter about wating a necklace so badly because, the one i wore wasnt in good condition already. and also, wait till my student pass is out den maybe i'm getting a new phone for myself. Insya-Allah. and i cant for the birthday dinner with Darling!! haha. im so gonna eat with you at that place soon! woohoo! his birthday plans for me is not really a good idea because im starting school soon. so, perhaps my 23rd birthday? haha.

and to my Kumbangs; Nana, Mummy and Faj, please plan a dinner date for the 4 of us. i wanna be back there! please. i miss those crazy days with you gals. was kinda sad when i saw what mummy post at the photo at FB. i was the only one who wasnt there. and i wanna be back there like before. Can I? pleasee..  

the other day, i had an advanced birthday treat from my secondary school mate who is now also my partner in SB. haha. we went town for shopping and i did not buy anything until i went paragon and spend 35 bucks on food for home. haha. had dinner at Manhattan and it was on her. Thanks babe for the advanced birthday treat yeah!

so, im gonna get ready for dinner now and close my books for a while and let my hair down with my boyfriend. will update anytime soon again. Pictures are missed!

please make my dreams and wishes come true!

and to Ms Gwee, Rest in Peace. another lecturer who left the students behind. You will always be in the hearts of the student and ENs. God bless you.

Enjoy! Good-bye!

BF is not telling me when the new baby is gonna be out! irritating!

and to Shuhadah, Happy 20th Birthday!

to the girl i miss who is Siti Nur Iliyana, Happy 21st Birthday!

god have answered my prayers and im starting school on Monday, 29th March 2010. all the best to Myself.

Hello! my blog seems to be so dusty. * blows the dusts away* ive not been updating for few weeks due to the tight schedule. been busy working as usual. pay comes in and shopping here i come. done my shopping with darling few weeks back. now, darling is working full time and im working part time while waiting for school to starts. and my life everyday is all about working at night. been getting late night sleeps as i only come home at 2+ or 3 am in the morning. weekends are always with darling and sometimes, work. ergh! fcuk money!

so now, everything have been going on smoothly. and honestly sometimes, life sucks. CRANKY+IRRITATING=???? ive got a very irritataing boyfriend who will never stop annoying me when im mad. he gets on my nerves. really. so, let him be and i'll shut up.

 bestfriend's sister called me up the other day and told me about bestfriend. he's sentenced for 18 months and will only be out next year april. his birthday is coming up on monday and ive yet to send him a birthday card. and on his every birthday, i will remember him saying this. "niza, wish kan datok kau skali k. birthday dier samer kn ngn aku" and this is gonna be the 1st year that both of them is not here. Am, i've yet to tell you this. my Grandfather past away last year. and i guess it was when you were gone also. and this coming Monday, 15th March would be my late grandfather 77th birthday but god loves him more so he had to go. I miss my Grandfather. "Tok, Nur rindu tok sangat2. Doa2 kan Nur dari atas and watch me from above." both my grandfather from both sides are gone. now left with only my grandmother. I really miss my Tok soo much. time flies so fast and its almost a year that he's gone. my prayers will always be with him. he who was proud of me when i could recite the prayers by hard. very much misses. and to my bestfriend, Happy 21st Birthday. it's just not his year this year. all the best my Friend.

okay. i gona get ready for work alrd. and i miss my irritating BF. shit! busy busy busy. work work work. save save save. and im happy! 5 years and im counting down.

i'll be strong and you too have to be strong to go thru this together with me. once april comes, i will be starting a new chapter in my life. i don't wanna lose someone like you. and like always, I love you, Farhan.

i'm gonna be in school for 1 year plus and i'm done with it. wish me all the best for this course. Amin.

new chapter doesn't mean everything new. Farhan, i'll be at my best. i promise.